Keep?

And so...
The dream is over.
It had been broken
piece by piece
day by day
And when there was only
two pieces connected by a thin wire
And the last wire broke.
And nothing happens.
My world spinning like always do.
My soundtrack keep playing
My breath still calm and deep.
And I'm alive and dancing
while my heart keep searching.

Música de Hoje: She's So Mean

E eu gosto assim...

She's So Mean
Matchbox Twenty

I kn-kn-know a girl
She gets what she wants all the time
Cause she’s fine
But for an angel, she’s a hot, hot mess
Make you so blind
But you don’t mind

Cause she’s an uptown, get-around, anything-goes girl
She’s a hardcore, candy-store, give-me-some-more girl

She’ll make you take her to the club, but then she leaves with her friends
She likes to stay late at the party cause the fun never ends
And all her clothes are on the floor, and all your records are scratched
She’s like a one-way ticket cause you can’t come back

Sayin’ yeah, and you want her
But she’s so mean
(You’ll never let her go, why don’t you let her go?)
Yeah, and you want her
But she’s so mean
(You’ll never let her go, why don’t you let her go?)

You kn-kn-know that if you don’t shut your mouth
She’ll freak out
You better get your shit together
Cause she’s bringing you down, now
Yeah, boy, you better, you better

Cause she’s an uptown, get-around, anything-goes girl, girl
She’s a hardcore, candy-store, give-me-some-more girl, girl

She’s got a wicked sense of humor, can’t believe what she says
She drinks Bacardi in the morning till it goes to her head
And all you want is just to hold her, but she don’t go for that
She has a hard time coming when she can’t hit back

Sayin’ yeah, and you want her
But she’s so mean
(You’ll never let her go, why don’t you let her go?)
Yeah, and you want her
But she’s so mean
(You’ll never let her go, why don’t you let her go?)

Every now and then she makes you just a little bit crazy
She’ll turn the knife into your back and then she’s calling you ‘baby’
Crazy

She’ll make you take her to the club, but then she leaves with her friends
She likes to stay late at the party cause the fun never ends
And all her clothes are on the floor, and all your records are scratched
She’s like a one-way ticket cause you can’t come back

Sayin’ yeah, and you want her
But she’s so mean
(You’ll never let her go, why don’t you let her go?)
Yeah, and you want her
But she’s so mean
(You’ll never let her go, why don’t you let her go?)
Yeah, and you want her
Yeah, you want her
Yeah, I know how you want her, but she’s so mean
(You’ll never let her go, why don’t you let her go?)

Música de Hoje: Living in A Dream

I keep dreaming about you... about us.

Living in A Dream
Finger Eleven

I was never the kind
To be taking my time
Any place that's worth a damn
And today's another day
That I've gone and thrown away
And I don't care where it lands

'Cause I'm just thinking about us
I've been living in a dream about you
And now I know you were all I ever wanted on my mind
And if I never see
My own reality
Well, I'm okay to leave it all behind

I'll be gone for a time
Tuning out for a while
It's gonna look like I'm not all there
I've decided that today
Seems alright to piss away
Ignore my empty stare

'Cause I'm just thinking about us

I've been living in a dream about you
And now I know you were all I ever wanted on my mind
And if I never see
My own reality
Well, I'm okay to leave it all behind

When I come down
And look around
I can't believe
The fantasy is gone like a memory
Out of my reach
Fading out from me
You're fading out from me

Música de Hoje: Every Time You Go

Não falha uma vez...

Every Time You Go

3 Doors Down

 

I savor every minute that you're here

That you're here with me

Close my eyes and remember every breath, every memory

Through all these sleepless nights alone, I still feel you

Across these miles away from home that I'll never get used to

Every time you go

You take a part of me

A part of me with you

Every time you go

I feel it in my soul

Every, every

Every time you go

I'm half what I used to be

When you were in my arms

Every time you go

You take a part of me

A part of me with you

Every time you go

I count the days until you're back again, back here by my side

When you're apart it feels like, something in me, something in me dies

I hear your voice over the phone and God I miss you

Still all these miles away from home that I'll never get used to

Every time you go

You take a part of me

A part of me with you

I feel it in my soul

Every, every

Every time you go

I'm half what I used to be

When you were in my arms

Every time you go

You take a part of me

A part of me with you

Oh, I'm there with you in your heart

No matter how far apart we are

When you're with me, everywhere you go

Every time you go

You take a part of me

A part of me with you

I feel it in my soul

Every time you go

You take a part of me

A part of me with you

I feel it in my soul

Every, every

Every time you go

I'm half what I used to be

When you were in my arms

Every time you go

You take a part of me

A part of me with you

Oh, every time you go...

Música de Hoje: Secrets

Secrets

OneRepublic

 

I need another story

Something to get off my chest

My life gets kind of boring

Need something that I can confess

Till all my sleeves are stained red

From all the truth that I've said

Come by, it honestly I swear

Thought you saw me wink, no, I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear

Something that'll like those ears

Sick of all the insincere

So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time

Don't need another perfect lie

Don't care if critics never jumped in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far

It's like we were chasing all those stars

Whose driver shining big black cars

And everyday I see the news

All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises

Just write it into an album

Sitting straight, too low

And I don't really like my flow, oh, so

Tell me what you want to hear

Something that'll like those ears

Sick of all the insincere

So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time

Don't need another perfect lie

Don't care if critics never jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Got no reason

Got no shame

Got no family

I can blame

Just don't let me disappear

I'mma tell you everything

Tell me what you want to hear

Something that'll like those ears

Sick of all the insincere

So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time

Don't need another perfect lie

Don't care if critics never jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

All my secrets away ever

Música de Hoje: Sutilmente

Sutilmente

Skank

 

E quando eu estiver triste

Simplesmente me abrace

Quando eu estiver louco

Subitamente se afaste

Quando eu estiver fogo

Suavemente se encaixe

E quando eu estiver triste

Simplesmente me abrace

E quando eu estiver louco

Subitamente se afaste

E quando eu estiver bobo

Sutilmente disfarce

Mas quando eu estiver morto

Suplico que não me mate, não

Dentro de ti, dentro de ti

Mesmo que o mundo acabe, enfim

Dentro de tudo que cabe em ti

Mesmo que o mundo acabe, enfim

Dentro de tudo que cabe em ti

E quando eu estiver triste

Simplesmente me abrace

E quando eu estiver louco

Subitamente se afaste

E quando eu estiver bobo

Sutilmente disfarce

Mas quando eu estiver morto

Suplico que não me mate, não

Dentro de ti, dentro de ti

Mesmo que o mundo acabe, enfim

Dentro de tudo que cabe em ti

Mesmo que o mundo acabe, enfim

Dentro de tudo que cabe em ti

Mesmo que o mundo acabe, enfim

Dentro de tudo que cabe em ti

Mesmo que o mundo acabe, enfim

Dentro de tudo que cabe em tiT

Obrigada Pai!

Eu poderia dizer muito do que ele me ensinou.
Eu poderia falar do meu amor
Eu poderia escrever sobre a falta que ele faz.
Eu poderia descrever nosso amor por futebol.
Eu poderia falar dos domingos vendo o Timão.
Ele dizia que eu era o presente de niver dele,
E ele foi e é o o meu.

E nesse dia dos pais quero apenas dizer: Obrigada Pai!

Os Originais do Samba - Esperanças perdidas
* Sim pq ele chamava essa música de "A Corda e a caçamba", e eu sei de cor por causa dele. E Agora percebo que essa minha mania de nomear música de uma parte que é significativa pra mim veio dele.

Aiuto

"Sì, io sono pieno di grazia oggi.
Io sono pieno di amore;
E il pensiero di te tutto il tempo.
Io so che in me non ci si pensa.
E il mio cuore si rifiuta di lasciare che questa fiamma,
Intenso e bruciore, lasciare.
Si prega di insegnarmi come
a smettere di amarti."

C. A. M

Música de Hoje: More

More

The Sisters Of Mercy

 

Some people get by

With a little understanding

Some people get by

With a whole lot more

I don't know

Why you gotta be so undemanding

One thing i know

I want more

I want more

(and i need all the love that i can't get to)

(and i need all the love i can get)

(and i need all the love that i can't get to)

D'you get scared to feel so much?

To let somebody touch you?

So hot, so cold, so far so out of control

Hard to come by, and harder to hold

Some people get by

With a little understanding

Some people get by

With a whole lot more

I don't know

Why you gotta be so undemanding

I want more

(and i need all the love i can get)

(and i need all the love that i can't get to)

(and i need all the love i can get)

(and i need all the love that i can't get to)

There are parts of me that don't get nervous

Not the parts that shake

You won't get what you deserve

You are what you take

Learning to cry for fun and profit

I'm not done yet

Counterfeit dollars or the english zloty

Anything i can get

Some people get by

With a little understanding

Some people get by

With a whole lot more

I don't know

Why you gotta be so undemanding

One thing i know

I want more

(and i need all the love i can get)

(and i need all the love that i can't get to)

(and i need all the love i can get)

(and i need all the love that i can't get to)

All the love that you can get

All the love

That i can't get to

Música de Hoje: Overkill

While They fight.
I hear the "SHUT YOUR MOUTH, NOW" on one side.
The deep cry of the other.
I just think ...
Please ... Ending up on with it.
I need to move on.

Seriously, this talk is so exaggerated.
Huge Overkill

Overkill

Men At Work

 

I cant get to sleep

I think about the implications

Of diving in too deep

And possibly the complications

Specially at night

I worry over situations

I know it'll be alright

Perhaps it's just imagination

Day after day it reappears

Night after night my heartbeat, shows the fear

Ghosts appear and fade away

Alone between the sheets

Only brings exasperation

It's time to walk the streets

Smell the desperation

But at least there are pretty lights

And though there's little variation

It nullifies the night

From overkill

Day after day it reappears

Night after night my heartbeat, shows the fear

Ghosts appear and fade away

Come back another day

I cant get to sleep

I think about the implications

Of diving in too deep

And possibly the complications

Specially at night

I worry over situations

I know it'll be alright

It's just overkill

Day after day it reappears

Night after night my heartbeat, shows the fear

Ghosts appear and fade away

Música de Hoje: Renegades

Renegades

X Ambassadors

 

Run away-ay with me

Lost souls and reverie

Running wild and running free

Two kids, you and me

And I say

Hey, hey hey hey

Living like we're renegades

Hey hey hey

Hey hey hey

Living like we're renegades

Renegades, renegades

Long live the pioneers

Rebels and mutineers

Go forth and have no fear

Come close the end is near

And I say

Hey, hey hey hey

Living like we're renegades

Hey hey hey

Hey hey hey

Living like we're renegades

Renegades, renegades

All hail the underdogs

All hail the new kids

All hail the outlaws

Spielberg's and Kubrick's

It's our time to make a move

It's our time to make amends

It's our time to break the rules

Let's begin

And I say

Hey, hey hey hey

Living like we're renegades

Hey hey hey

Hey hey hey

Leaving like we're renegades

Renegades, renegades

Música de Hoje: Good Times

Esse clipe vinha com o CD do Windows.
essa música me acalma.

Good Times

Edie Brickell & New Bohemians

 

You don't even have to try

it comes easy for you

the way you move is so appealing it could make me cry

go out drivin' with my friends

in Bobby's big old beat up car

I'm with a lot of people then, I wonder were you are

Good times, bad times gimme some of that

Good times, bad times gimme some of that

Good times, bad times gimme some of that

Ooh woo ooh

I don't wanna say goodbye

don't wanta walk ya to the door

I spent a little time with you, I want a little more

Good times, bad times gimme some of that

Good times, bad times gimme some of that

Good times, bad times gimme some of that

ooh woo ooh

(male spoken part)

And baby really, I don't have to

I have to go anywhere right now

You want some more, you want some more this

Anywhere where, were ever you want baby, just,

say it

aaaah

just say it

Good times, bad times gimme some of that

Good times, bad times gimme some of that

Good times, bad times gimme some of that

Ooh woo ooh

Now want those good, good ,good times

and got those bad, bad, bad times

I want those good, good, good ,good times

gimme some that..........

Mind and Heart are Struggling... Who wins?

Stop complaining
Stop now!
I can not stand you.
Damn, heart,
I had been warned.
This things don't belong to us!

I disagree.
I Want, I Need!
And you did again.
You broke my dreams,
Like you always do.

I just prove to you my point.
Your dreams...
What a hell, you know...
This love, that you dream,
Never existed...
Just exists in you.
So let it go.

I know...
But I could have done something...
I Want do something.
I want to make this dream come true.

Ok.
Stop.
We did bullshit.
It  could never Happen.
Next time, I will Choose.
Ok...
I dont want a "Next time".

I disagree. Indeed.
There will always be a 'Next time'

Música de Hoje: You've Got A Friend

You've Got A Friend

James Taylor

 

When you're down and troubled

And you need a helping hand

And nothing, whoa nothing is going right.

Close your eyes and think of me

And soon I will be there

To brighten up even your darkest nights

You just call out my name

And you know wherever I am

I'll come running, oh yeah baby

To see you again

Winter, spring, summer or fall

All you have to do is call

And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah

You've got a friend

If the sky above you

Should grow dark and full of clouds

And that old north wind should begin to blow

Keep your head together and call my name out loud

And soon I will be knocking upon your door.

You just call out my name,

And you know where ever I am

I'll come running to see you again

Winter, spring, summer or fall

All you go to do is call

And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah

Hey, ain't it good to know that you've got a friend?

People can be so cold

They'll hurt you and desert you

Well they'll take your soul if you let them.

Oh yeah, but don't you let them

You just call out my name

And you know wherever I am

I'll come running to see you again

Oh babe, don't you know that

Winter, spring, summer or fall

Hey now, all you've go to do is call

Lord, I'll be there, yes Iwill

You've got a friend

You've got a friend

Ain't it good to know you've got a friend

Ain't it good to know you've got a friend

You've got a friend

Contemplation

I was so nervous...
I felt like my mind spinning fast.
I was waiting for you,
For, for the first time,
Stay with you without doing bullshit.
I saw you smile,
We played like childrens do.
And you told me things,
That I, for a long time,
I expected hear...
So you touched my hand.
And my world stopped to spin.
Why do I feel this way?
Why my heart is asking for you...
... all the time?
Why do I expected that you have feelings
about me?
Why?
Could you please, find this answers for me?