Contemplation

I was so nervous...
I felt like my mind spinning fast.
I was waiting for you,
For, for the first time,
Stay with you without doing bullshit.
I saw you smile,
We played like childrens do.
And you told me things,
That I, for a long time,
I expected hear...
So you touched my hand.
And my world stopped to spin.
Why do I feel this way?
Why my heart is asking for you...
... all the time?
Why do I expected that you have feelings
about me?
Why?
Could you please, find this answers for me?