Mind and Heart are Struggling... Who wins?

Stop complaining
Stop now!
I can not stand you.
Damn, heart,
I had been warned.
This things don't belong to us!

I disagree.
I Want, I Need!
And you did again.
You broke my dreams,
Like you always do.

I just prove to you my point.
Your dreams...
What a hell, you know...
This love, that you dream,
Never existed...
Just exists in you.
So let it go.

I know...
But I could have done something...
I Want do something.
I want to make this dream come true.

Ok.
Stop.
We did bullshit.
It  could never Happen.
Next time, I will Choose.
Ok...
I dont want a "Next time".

I disagree. Indeed.
There will always be a 'Next time'