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sábado, 6 de abril de 2013

Esvaindo...

Eu tinha alguns sonhos.
 
Tocar violão,
Guitarra,
Ter um beagle,
Ter um amor pra vida toda
Morar sozinha...
Virar cientista,
Fazer Kung Fu...
Ter um computador,
Entrar na USP.
Ter um apelido,
Beijar.
Aprender a pilotar moto.
Aprender a dirigir um carro.
Aprender a dançar
Conseguir cantar um pouco afinado (nem era preciso ser sempre)

Sonhos e desejos....

Agora não tenho sonhos.
Realizei quase todos.
Eu nem queria ser a melhor cantora,
Ou mesmo dirigir bem,
Nunca quis ser a melhor em nada.
Só queria aprender um pouco de cada coisa.

E mesmo assim,
A única coisa que não consegui me consome.
A cada dia mais...
Mais...

Meu sorriso esta la.
Mas eu sei que não tenho vontade.
Ele sai das coisas da vida.
Da mascara.

Mas por dentro sou incompleta.
E nem vejo saída.

Me falam que viver é assim,
nem sempre tem que ter objetivos.

Eu ainda luto contra isso...
Mas sem sucesso...

Serei uma FA Double...

Ok, teremos tequila!

terça-feira, 26 de março de 2013

Sensorial...

Meus sonhos,
Estranhos
Me levam a um mundo

Minha cor muda
Sonoridade
Sabor

Ecos do além

Passado e futuro!

Coração vazio

Pedra no lugar

Pura ambição.



quarta-feira, 20 de março de 2013

Música de Hoje: I Will Wait



Mesmo sem saber quem.
Coração vazio...
... e esperando.


I Will Wait
Mumford & Sons




I came home
Like a stone
And I fell heavy into your arms
These days of dust
Which we've known
Will blow away with this new sun


And I'll kneel down
Wait for now
And I'll kneel down
Know my ground


And I'll will wait,
I will wait for you
And I'll will wait,
I will wait for you


So break my step
And relent
You forgave and I won't forget
Know what we've seen
And him with less
Now in some way
Shake the excess


And I'll will wait,
I will wait for you
And I'll will wait,
I will wait for you (2x)


Now I'll be bold
As well as strong
Use my head alongside my heart
So take my flesh
And fix my eyes
That tethered mind free from the lies


And I'll kneel down
Wait for now
And I'll kneel down
Know my ground


Raise my hands
Paint my spirit gold
And bow my head
Keep my heart slow


And I'll will wait
I will wait for you
And I'll will wait
I will wait for you (2x)

terça-feira, 19 de março de 2013

Música de Hoje: Self Esteem





Self Esteem
The Offspring



I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practiced all the things I would say
But she came over I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her desert
Now I know I'm being used
That's okay, man, cause I like the abuse
I know she's playing with me
But that's ok cause I've got no self esteem


We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
This rejection's got me so low
If she keeps it up I just might tell her so


When she's saying, oh, that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying, oh, that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess, I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer, the more it shows you really care...
Right? Yeah!


Now I'll relate this a little bit
That happens more than I'd like to admit
Late at night she knocks on my door
She's drunk again and looking to score
Now I know I should say no
But it's kind of hard when she's ready to go
I may be dumb, but I'm not a dweeb
I'm just a sucker with no self esteem


When she's saying, oh, that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying, oh, that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess, I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer, the more it shows you really care...
Right? Yeah!

As vezes ela vem



Indo pra casa...
Ta frio la fora.

Aquele sentimento de nada volta.

Tem um buraquinho,
Nunca preenchido.

Quando foi que ele apareceu?

Sempre esteve aqui.

Desde que me lembro.
E ja nem me lembro bem.

As vezes a canção me toma.
As vezes a fome.

Chorar no frio,
Deixa a pele gelada.
Envelhece.

Então eu saio cantando e dançando;

Ufa, agora vou pra casa!

segunda-feira, 18 de março de 2013

Terra de gago...


Ela falou, falou, falou...
Eu só podia escutar.
Nem queria ao menos expor.
Me expor.

Eu queria esbravejar.
Eu queria quebrar tudo.

Eu queria rugir.

O Olhar.

Aquele olhar de nada.

Aquele que gela.

E eu ali.
Em camisa de força.

E nada.

Ela saiu por aquela porta.
Liguei a TV.

E fui ver meu time jogar.

segunda-feira, 25 de fevereiro de 2013

Há vagas...



Entressafra.
O Coração fica assim vazio.
Sem graça.
Sem vida.
Sem motivo.

Ta descansando.
Sem saber pra onde ir.
Sem querer ir.
Sem querer ficar.

Já me acostumei.
Vem e vai.
Um amor platônico
Vem e as cores voltam.
Ele se vai,
E tudo fica monocromático.

Aguardando.

Cogitando...

De onde virá o próximo sorriso?

Mas será q virá?

domingo, 24 de fevereiro de 2013

Música de Hoje: Just a Dream

Acordei...
Qdo sonharei com outro sorriso novamente?!
Será?

Just a Dream
Nelly




I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream
So I travel back, down that road
Will she come back? No one knows
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream

I was at the top and I was like I'm at the basement
Number one spot and now she found her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think
Shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair

My lover, my life, my shorty, my wife
She left me, I'm tied
Cause I knew that it just ain't right

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream
So I travel back, down that road
Will she come back? No one knows
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream

When I be ridin man I swear
I see her face at every turn
Tryin to get my Usher over, I can let it burn
And I just hope she notice
She the only one I yearn for
More and more I miss her, when will I learn?

Didn't give her all my love
I guess now I got my payback
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about my baby
Hey, she was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough

I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone
And now I'm missin, wishin she'd pick up the phone
But she made a decision that she wanted to move on
Cuz I was wrong

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream
So I travel back, down that road
Will she come back? No one knows
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
And now they're gone
And you wish you could give them everything
I said, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
And now they're gone
And you wish you could give them everything

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream
So I travel back, down that road
Will she come back? No one knows
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream
So I travel back, down that road
Will she come back? No one knows
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream

terça-feira, 19 de fevereiro de 2013

Música de Hoje: Don't You Forget About Me

Pq eu não esqueço de vc!?!?!?!?!?!



Don't You Forget About Me
Smash Mouth 


Hey, hey, hey ,hey
Ohhh...


Won't you come see about me?
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby


Tell me your troubles and doubts
Giving me everything inside and out and
Love's strange so real in the dark
Think of the tender things that we were working on


Slow change may pull us apart
When the light gets into your heart, baby


Don't You Forget About Me
Don't Don't Don't Don't
Don't You Forget About Me


Will you stand above me?
Look my way, never love me
Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling
Down, down, down


Will you recognise me?
Call my name or walk on by
Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling
Down, down, down, down


Hey, hey, hey, hey
Ohhhh.....


Don't you try to pretend
It's my feeling we'll win in the end
I won't harm you or touch your defenses
Vanity and security


Don't you forget about me
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby
Going to take you apart
I'll put us back together at heart, baby


Don't You Forget About Me
Don't Don't Don't Don't
Don't You Forget About Me


As you walk on by
Will you call my name?
As you walk on by
Will you call my name?
When you walk away


Or will you walk away?
Will you walk on by?
Come on - call my name
Will you all my name?


I say :
La la la...

domingo, 17 de fevereiro de 2013

wordless


Eu estava sentada a sua frente.
Queria falar um monte de coisas.
Varias me passavam pela cabeça

Não falei nada do que queria

Só conseguia falar bobagens.
Você ria...
E muito...

Eu gostava.

Calei dentro algumas palavras.
Elas não importam.
Nada importa.

So te ver sorrir.

Música de Hoje: I ve Got A Crush on You






I've Got A Crush on You
Ella Fitzgerald



How glad the many millions of Timothys and Williams
Would be to capture me
But you had such persistence,
you wore down my resistance
I fell, and it was swell

You're my big and brave and handsome Romeo
How I won you, I shall never, never know

It's not that you're attractive
but, oh, my heart grew active
When you came into view

I've got a crush on you, sweetie pie
All the day and night-time,
hear me sigh
I never had the least notion
That I could fall with so much emotion

Could you coo?
Could you care
For a cunning cottage we could share?
The world will pardon my mush
'Cause I've got a crush, my baby, on you

(instrumental break)

Could you coo?
Could you care
For a cunning cottage we could share?
The world will pardon my mush
'Cause I've got a crush, my baby, on you

Yes, I've got a crush, my baby, on you

sexta-feira, 15 de fevereiro de 2013

Locked



Minhas costas doem;
Minha cabeça gira.
Você foi embora.
E nem volta.

Esta longe.
Distante demais.

Meu corpo sente.
Tua falta é tangível.

Sinto dor.
Sinto torpor.

Não tive você.
Nunca.

Mas sinto...

E você foi embora.
E levou a mim contigo.

E nem se deu conta.

quinta-feira, 14 de fevereiro de 2013

Música de Hoje: Valentine


Hoje no hemisfério norte comemora-se o dia dos Namorados.

Então feliz dia dos Namorados a todos.
Olhe para o seu amor e diga isso a ele...

Eu vou ficar por aqui... Feliz... e sem dizer nada.
Vivendo a magia de um amor platônico.


Valentine
Kina Grannis



Love, it's a special day.
We should celebrate
And appreciate
That you and me found something pretty neat
And I know some say this day is arbitrary

But it's a good excuse to put our love to use
Baby I know what to do, baby I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you.

Love, I don't need those things
I don't need no ring
I don't need anything
But you with me, cause in your company
I feel happy oh so happy and complete

And it's a good excuse to put our love to use
Baby I know what to do, baby I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you.

Yeah it's a good excuse to put our love to use
Baby I know what to do, baby I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you.

So won't you be my honey bee
Giving me kisses all the time
Be mine, be my valentine

So won't you be my honey bee
Giving sweet kisses all the time
Be mine, be my valentine

quarta-feira, 13 de fevereiro de 2013

Meu programa favorito...




Ela estava sorridente.
Me deu um abraço forte.
Naquele momento nem sabia
Onde estava.
Só importava sentir seu calor.

Ela foi falando de suas alegrias.
Da vida, dos amores...
E quando ela fala,
Ah... quando ela fala.
Seu sorriso é capaz de Embriagar...
E eu quero cada vez mais uma dose.
Ela olha no fundo de você,
E te apresenta uma fantasia.
Ah, aqueles olhos...

Ela foi contando,
E eu ali, querendo mais.
Fui incentivando-a a falar.
Mas a hora chega e vem o adeus...
Quando ela se vai,
Eu desperto.

O mundo perde as cores.
Tudo fica preto e branco.
Uma TV antiga,
Passando uma reprise
De um programa sem graça.

Fico esperando,
Cenas dos próximos capítulos.

Que nem sei se vai ao ar.



Música de Hoje: Kryptonite


Me sinto fraca hj.
Cabeça vazia...
... e cheia.

Queria que parasse.

Mas não.


Kryptonite
3 Doors Down


I took a walk around the world to ease my troubled mind
I left my body lying somewhere in the sands of time
I watched the world float to the dark side of the moon
I feel there´s nothing I can do
Yeah...


I watched the world float to the dark side of the moon
After all knew it had to be something to do with you
I really don't mind what happens now and then,
as long as you'll be my friend at the end.


If I go crazy then will you still call me Superman?
If I'm alive and well, will you be there holding my hand?
I'll keep you by my side with my super human might...
Kryptonite


You call me strong, you call me weak but still your secrets
I will keep
You took forgranted all the times I never let you down
You stumbled in and bumped your head if not for me then you'd be dead
I picked you up and put you back on solid ground


If I go crazy then will you still call me Superman?
If I'm alive and well, will you be there holding my hand?
I'll keep you by my side with my super human might...
Kryptonite


If I go crazy then will you still call me Superman?
If I'm alive and well, will you be there holding my hand?
I'll keep you by my side with my super human might...
Kryptonite
Yeah


If I go crazy then will you still call me Superman?
If I'm alive and well, will you be there holding my hand?
I'll keep you by my side with my super human might...
Kryptonite