Enquanto isso num onibus em sampa...

"So you're scared to show your feelings
Baby I do understand
I don't make a promise I can't keep
I vow to be a real good friend"


E eu estava voltando...
O onibus sacolejando,
A música tocando
Eu cantando!

"In those big brown eyes I see a glow of love
I just hope that I'm the one you're dreaming of"


eu sei...
muito gerundio,
mas foi assim  que aconteceu

"Let me be the one to love you
Let me be the one to care
Let me be the one to light your flame
Oh baby, Oh baby
Let me be the one"

Enquanto eu ia para o fundo
Procurnado um lugar pra sentar;
la estava ela.

"We spend all our time together
We can't stand to sleep alone
When you say you have to leave for now
I miss you before you're gone"

Olhar perdido,
Brilhante
Sorriso nos labios
Enrolando o cabelo...

Despreocupada.

"All along we thought this was absurd (absurd)
Every moment that we spend goes by too fast
Darling Darling take this chance with me
Cause I have eyes only for you
Oh baby"

Meu olhar, caiu no seu,
E parecia uma eternidade,
Foram rapidos momentos,
Desviei o olhar...

"Let me be the one to love you
Let me be the one to care
Let me be the one to light your flame
Oh baby, come on
Let me be the one"

"Let me be the one to love you
Let me be the one to care
Let me be the one to light your flame
Oh baby, come on
Let me be the one
For you"

O cara de frente a ela,
Falava e gesticulava sozinho.
Parecia er uma amigo imaginário.
E eu olhava pra ele...
... pra olhar pra ela.


"Don't be scared to show your feelings
Cause baby I do understand
I don't make no promises I can't keep
I vow to be a real good man"

E conforme o tempo passava
A música, no repeat,
Meu olhar fugindo.
minha respiração acelerando.

"All along we thought that this was absurd (absurd)
Every moment that we spend goes by too fast
Darling Darling take this chance with me
Cause I have eyes only for you"

E chegava meu ponto...
... o trabalho me esperava.
dei uma ultima olhada,
agora sem disfarces.

imaginei um sorriso, pra mim?

"Let me be the one to love you
Let me be the one to care
Let me be the one to light your flame tonight
Oh baby baby baby baby"

Desci saboreando esse sorriso,
Mesmo que fosse imaginário...
E  ouvi.

Cada louco, né?
Você reparou no cara na minha frente?


"Let me be the one to love you
Let me be the one to care
Let me be the one to light your flame tonight"

( Let Me Be The One - Blessid Union Of Souls)

RED!

Red


A irritação passou.
deu lugar a furia.

Louca,
Insana...

...desenfreada!


Se pudesse rasgava tudo.


Tiras
Pedaços
Pó!


Tudo pelo chão.
Tudo misturado.


O sangue ferve.
A respiração é contida.
Olhar fechado.


Se pudesse saia andando.
Não posso.


Correntes.


A boa moral,
Educação,
Costumes.


Ainda quero tudo em pedaços
rolando pelo chão!

Música de Hoje: Straight From The Heart

só se for assim... ^^'


Straight From The Heart
Bryan Adams

I could start dreaming but it never ends
As long as you gone we may as well pretend
I've been dreaming
Straight from the heart


You say it's easy but who's to say
That we'd be able to keep it this way
But it's easier
Comming straight from the heart


(Chorus)
Ohhhh, give it to me straight from the heart
Tell me we can make another start
You know I'll never go, but as long as I know
It's comming straight from the heart.


I see you on the streets some other time
And all my words would just fall out of line
While we're dreaming
Straight from the heart


(Chorus)
Ohhhh, give it to me straight from the heart
Tell me we can make one more start
You know I'll never go, but as long as I know
It's comming straight from the heart


Ohhhhh,
Go and leave me darling.


(Chorus)
Ohhhh, straight from the heart
Tell me we can make one more start
You know I'll never go, but as long as I know
Give it to me now.
Straight from the heart
Tell me we can make one more start
You know I'll never go as long as I know
It's comming straight from the heart


Give it to me...ohhhhh, nooo
Ohhhh, nooo
Straight from the heart,
You know I'll never go as long as I know,
It's comming straight from the heart.

Nesting...

Seu calor.
Meu ninho.

Meu anseio...
sua presença.

Me marca,
Me abala...

E então...

Brumas...
Calor...

Carinho.
Agrado.
Conforto.

Meu ninho...

Embaralhamento!

O coração, a mente o espirto... eles estão todos revoltados e mesmo com remédio se recusam a repousar.

Parece que foi ontem...

As estradas.
Elas me levam pra longe.
Nunca me trazem de volta.

Para onde voltar?

E então vem aquele sonho.
O mesmo.
Aquele em que você existia.

Aquele em que você me sorria.
Ah, teu sorriso,
Se ele existisse...

Se existisse...

Seria imenso...
Brilhante
Acolhedor.

Pareceria uma festa...
Como a noite de Natal.
Musica...
Presentes...
... e amor.

Parece que foi ontem...
Eu sonhei você.
E então acordei.

Música de Hoje: Secret Smile

(Ok... queria encontrar esse secret smile, se vc ver, me avisa!)

Secret Smile
Semisonic

Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile
And you use it only for me
Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile
And you use it only for me


So use it and prove it
Remove this whirling sadness
I'm losing, I'm bluesing
But you can save me from madness


Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile
And you use it only for me
Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile
And you use it only for me


So save me I'm waiting
I'm needing, hear me pleading
And soothe me, improve me
I'm grieving, I'm barely believing now, now


When you are flying around and around the world
And I'm lying alonely
I know there's something sacred and free reserved
And received by me only

Sem a menor paciencia!

escutar merda de alguem que nem sabe como funciona é foda!

A calmaria depois da Tempestade

eu já não escutava.
Os gritos não me atingiam.

eu procurava por abrigo.
eu procurava por mim...

me perdi.

Fiquei a deriva.
Sozinha.
Escuro.
Frio...

E ai veio o calor.
O vento parou.
Sol...
Luz...

Um fio de esperança.

E eu voltei a viver!

Música de Hoje: Wrecking Ball

Uma amiga me falou que eu ia gostar...
E eu amei a musica!!!
Amo a Miley!!!

Wrecking Ball
Miley Cyrus

We clawed, we chained, our hearts in vain
We jumped, never asking why
We kissed, I fell under your spell
A love no one could deny


Don’t you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can’t live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you


I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was break me
Yeah, you wreck me


I put you high up in the sky
And now, you’re not coming down
It slowly turned, you let me burn
And now, we’re ashes on the ground


Don’t you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can’t live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you


I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was break me


I came in like a wrecking ball
Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung
Left me crouching in a blaze and fall
All you ever did was break me
Yeah, you wreck me


I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
And instead of using force
I guess I should’ve let you in
I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
I guess I should’ve let you in


Don’t you ever say?
I just walked away
I will always want you


I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was break me


I came in like a wrecking ball
Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung
Left me crouching in a blaze and fall
All you ever did was break me
Yeah, you wreck me

Música de Hoje: I Write Sins Not Tragedies

Mood...


I Write Sins Not Tragedies
Panic! At The Disco

Oh, well imagine; as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,
And I can't help but to hear,
No I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words:
"what a beautiful wedding,
What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter.
"yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."


I'd chime in with a "haven't you people ever heard of closing a god damn door?!"no,
It's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in "haven't you people ever heard of closing a god damn door?!"no,
It's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...


Well in fact
I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved!
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne!
Oh! well in fact
I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved!
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne!


I'd chime in with a "haven't you people ever heard of closing a god damn door?!"no,
It's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in "haven't you people ever heard of closing a god damn door?!"no,
It's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.


Again.


I'd chime in "haven't you people ever heard of closing a god damn door?!"no,
It's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in "haven't you people ever heard of closing a god damn door?!"no,
It's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.


Again.

kbummmmm

Me disseram pra ser boazinha...
Me disseram pra não ser tão boazinha...
Me disseram pra não ser tão bruta.
Me disseram não.
Me disseram sim.

E a cabeça vai inchando.
O coração acelerado.
A mente um turbilhão.

cansada.
Sem rumo.
Sem vida!


Sem nada.

Sonhandoooooo

Eu cantei uma canção.

Apenas uma.

Meu olhar, vago como sempre,
Perdido...
... buscando.

O seu sorriso veio de encontro.

Minha respiração acelerou.
Meus pensamentos findaram...

Dancei contigo...
e rodopiamos como nunca.

Meus pés pareciam flutuar.

E nada...

... acordei como sempre.

E nada.

bullshit...

Be Brave.

Don't look back.
Don't be shame.

Try to live.
One day after another.

And smile to your friends...
... and for your emenies.

Hold your tears,
and be brave.

Face your destiny.

And keep walking.
Whatever what happening.

Ok.

I'm tired.

I already listen this bullshit
again and again and again...

And nothing changes.

Maybe, I don't be that kind of girl,
that change your essence...

Or maybe, and more certain to be true...
I am a hard person to live.

I don't Know...

I'm just tired...
And feeling boring...

It's fucking boring to death

Música de Hoje: Leave Before The Lights Come On

pensei que eu era carente e grudenta demais...
até ver o clipe dessa música...

... continuo sendo demais, mas não desesperada.

Leave Before The Lights Come On
Arctic Monkeys

Well this is a good idea,
He wouldn't do it if it wasn't,
He wouldn't do it if it wasn't one.
Well my friend fancies you,
Oh what a way to begin it all,
You said they're always exciting words to hear


And they woke up together not quite realising how,
Akwardly stretching and yawning,
Its always hard in the morning,


And I suppose that's the price you pay,
Oh it isn't what it was,
She's thinking he looks different today,
And oh there's nothing left to guess now,


They left before the lights came on,
Because they didn't want to ruin,
What it was that was brewing,
Before he absolutely had to,
And how can you wake up,
With someone you don't love?
And not feel slightly fazed by it,
Oh, he had a struggle,


And they woke up together not quite realising how,
Oh but he's stretching and yawning,
It's always hard in the morning,


And I suppose that's the price you pay,
Oh it isn't what it was,
She's thinking he looks different today,
And oh there's nothing left to guess now,


Quick, let's leave, before the lights come on,
'Cos then you don't have to see,
'Cos then you don't have to see,
What you've done


Quick, let's leave, before the lights come on,
'Cos then you don't have to see,
'Cos then you don't have to see,
What you've done


Until tomorrow!


I'll walk you up, what time's the bus come?
I'll walk you up, what time's the bus come?
I'll walk you up, what time's the bus come?
I'll walk you up, what time's the bus come?