A vida tem dessas coisas...

Você vai la, estuda, gasta uma grana com treinamentos. Descobre que FOCO é FORÇA. E sua cabeça ta com foco bem longe de onde deveria estar.

Onde esta seu FOCO, esta a sua FORÇA...

Aparentemente não to mandando no meu FOCO.

Vaiiiiii cabeça. Foca pra sobrar tempo pra Sonhar depois!

Sintoma 4: Mudez

Eu fujo
De você
Do que sinto.
Da voz que grita
Forte
Vibrante
Teu nome dentro de mim.

Me calo,
Eu travo.
Vou pra longe.

A confusão se instala.
Quanto mais longe
Não ver
Não ouvir...

Não estar

O coração não para.
Acelera
Qdo ve você
Ele para
Qdo te ouve.

E o medo me trava.
Me cala.
Me afasta...

Me confunde.
E eu fico assim
Sem saber
O que fazer.

Música de Hoje: I Miss You Now

Sim.
Sinto tua falta.


I Miss You Now
Stereophonics

I feel numb wanna hold you
wanna tell you that you´ll be alright
Sad news from todays call
All the pictures are all in my mind

I miss you now

Older we´re getting older
are all my old friends gonna leave me and die
im helpless, it´s gonna get us, before it gets us
i wanna kiss you goodbye

I miss you now

Feel numb wanna hold you
Wanna tell you that you´ll be alright
Helpless it´s gonna get us, before it gets us
I wanna kiss you goodbye

I miss you now

Susto

Eu li suas palavras e meu coração parou.
Sério, como?!
sem chance!
o.O

E agora??
Pra onde ir?
O q fazer.???

Ah, ufa...
Aee...
Entendo quase tudo.

Não sofra Biss
Continue lutando
vc ta indo bem.

Eu acho

Música de Hoje: Summertime

sentindo-me com 16 anos... ou menos.

** Maeda, ensaia essa!


Summertime
Cody Simpson

Oh baby, Oh Oh
Yeah!, Yeah!
Top Back, Hands Up, Radio On
With my girlfriend, just us, they playing our song and yeah
Ain't nothing like a summertime ride
Ain't nothing like the summertime

I can't help but stare at her
Even when the other girls are passing by
She got my full attention
And I can't keep her of my mind
One look at you, that's when I knew
That nothing else matters

As the wind blows through her hair
She got me praying that summer never ends
Cuz summer loves just not enough for me
So lets make it last forever

Top Back, Hands Up, Radio On
With my girlfriend, just us, they playing our song and yeah
Ain't nothing like a summertime ride
Ain't nothing like the summertime
It's alright, all night, nothing feels wrong
Just hanging out, having fun, the party goes on and yeah
Ain't nothing like a summertime ride
Ain't nothing like the summertime

There's a place I know about
And I think you and me should go
It can be our secret baby no one even has to know
And your eyes can't hide what you feel inside
Don't think the stars have ever shined so bright

I can't feel my heart beating stronger
Wish that we could stay a little longer
Cuz summer loves just not enough for me
So lets make it last forever

Top Back, Hands Up, Radio On
With my girlfriend, just us, they playing our song and yeah
Ain't nothing like a summertime ride
Ain't nothing like the summertime
It's alright, all night, nothing feels wrong
Just hanging out, having fun, the party goes on and yeah
Ain't nothing like a summertime ride
Ain't nothing like the summertime

Put put your hands in the air moving then side to side
Make someo noise if you're ready for the summertime
Yeah yeah yeah yeah say yeah yeah
There's nothing like the summertime

Top Back, Hands Up, Radio On
With my girlfriend, just us, they playing our song and yeah
Ain't nothing like a summertime ride
Ain't nothing like the summertime
It's alright, all night, nothing feels wrong
Just hanging out, having fun, the party goes on and yeah
Ain't nothing like a summertime ride
Ain't nothing like the summertime

Música de Hoje: She's Like The Wind

para vc que faz meu dia caminhar tranquilo.


She's Like The Wind
Patrick Swayze feat. Wendy Fraser

She's like the wind through my tree
She rides the night next to me
She leads me through moonlight
Only to burn me with the sun
She's taken my heart
(But) she doesn't know what she's done

Feel her breath in my face
Her body close to me
Can't look in her eyes
She's out of my league
Just a fool to believe
I have anything she needs
She's like the wind

I look in the mirror and all I see
Is a young old man with only a dream
Am I just fooling myself
That she'll stop the pain?
Living without her
I'd go insane

I feel her breath in my face
Her body close to me
Can't look in her eyes
She's out of my league
Just a fool to believe
I have anything she needs
She's like the wind

I feel your breath in my face
Your body close to me
Can't look in your eyes
You're out of my league
Just a fool to believe (just a fool to believe)
She's like the wind (just a fool to believe)
Just a fool to believe (she's like the wind)
Just a fool to believe (just a fool to believe)
She's like the wind (just a fool to believe)
Just a fool to believe
She's like the wind (just a fool)

(She's like the wind)
(She's like the wind)
(Just a fool)
(She's like the wind)
(Just a fool)

Antecipação...

Ah... aquele frio na barriga.
Aquela vontade de ficar perguntando.
Seu foco nas nuvens...
Pq seu foco é outro,
E tudo mais parece perder o sentido.

Ansiedade boa...
Será? Será?
E.. Será??

Perguntas q serão respondidas...
... ou não.

O tempo dirá...

Esperar acontecer
Tal qual esperar a pipoca.
Enquanto ouve os "pops" musicais

Antecipar...
Coração acelerado.
Será?

O tempo todo checando.
O pulso acelerado...
Sensação boa.
Fica melhor depois que acontece.

Se melhorar... Melhora!

Sintoma 3: borboletas

Sonho acordada...
Escrevo, projeto.
faço canções
e ninguém vê...

falo com vc
estomago se mexe
me escondo
Disfarço

falo com vc
flutuo...
Estomago não
cabe em si.

Divago...
Não ajo.
Sonho.

Música de Hoje: Kashmir

Resgatando um sonho de criança:
Casar ao som dessa música.
Simmm...

meu caminho me leva até vc...
E eu te levarei até meu Xnagrila.

Venha comigo.
Deixe te levar até la.

me de sua mão e me acompanhe.



Kashmir
Led Zeppelin


Oh, let the sun beat down upon my face
Stars to fill my dream
I am a traveler of both time and space
To be where I have been

To sit with elders of the gentle race
This world has seldom seen
They talk of days for which they sit and wait
When all will be revealed

Talk and song from tongues of lilting grace
Whose sounds caress my ear
But not a word I heard could I relate
The story was quite clear

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, I been flying
Mama, there ain't no denying
Oh, yeah, I've been flying
Mama, ain't no denying, no denying

All I see turns to brown as the sun burns the ground
And my eyes fill with sand
As I scan this wasted land trying to find
Trying to find, trying to find where I've been

Oh, pilot of the storm who leaves no trace
Like thoughts inside a dream
Hid the path that led me to that place
Yellow desert stream

My Shangri-la beneath the summer moon
I will return again
Sure as the dust that floats high in June
When moving through Kashmir

Oh, father of the four winds, fill my sails
Across the sea of years
With no provision, but an open face
Along the straits of fear

Oh, oh, oh, oh

When I'm on
When I'm on my way, yeah
When I see
When I see the way, you stay, yeah

Oh, yeah, yeah, oh, yeah, yeah
When I'm down
Oh, yeah, yeah, oh, yeah, yeah
When I'm down
Oh, my baby, oh, my baby
Let me take you there

Sintoma 2: Enlevo

Assim sem motivo aparente.
Minha visão é atraída pra você...
Me encanto com seu olhar,
Com sua voz...

Onde quer que eu vire...
lá esta sua imagem.

leve e livre...
encantando.

Começo a sonhar.

Sintoma 1: O Sorriso...

Andava sem destino pela vida.
Deparei com seu sorriso.
Instigante!
Alucinante...

Desejei pra mim.
Pra ter por perto.

Música de Hoje: Preciso Dizer Que Eu Te Amo

Eu ainda estou treinando para isso.
Tenha paciência.
Sou lenta.
Sou antiquada...

Eu vou dizer...
... qual será sua resposta?

Não importa.
Hoje importa tudo o que sinto,
Quando lembro do seu sorriso.


Preciso Dizer Que Eu Te Amo
Bebel Gilberto / Cazuza

Quando a gente conversa
Contando casos, besteiras
Tanta coisa em comum
Deixando escapar segredos
E eu não sei em que hora dizer
Me dá um medo, que medo

É que eu preciso dizer que eu te amo
Te ganhar ou perder sem engano
Eu preciso dizer que eu te amo tanto

E até o tempo passa arrastado
Só pra eu ficar do teu lado
Você me chora dores de outro amor
Se abre e acaba comigo
E nessa novela eu não quero
Ser teu amigo

É que eu preciso dizer que eu te amo
Te ganhar ou perder sem engano
Eu preciso dizer que eu te amo tanto

Eu já nem sei se eu tô misturando
Eu perco o sono
Lembrando em cada gesto teu
Uma bandeira
Fechando e abrindo a geladeira
A noite inteira

Eu preciso dizer que eu te amo
Te ganhar ou perder sem engano
Eu preciso dizer que eu te amo tanto

Música de Hoje: Right Between The Eyes

...

Right Between The Eyes
Wax

True love for me was nothing but a mystery,
Just something only captured in a dream.
Whoa, then suddenly...
It was hitting me,
Right between the eyes

I wasn't looking for a love explosion,
But I must have been a target my, oh my.
Cause when I least expected it,
I took a direct hit,
Right between the eyes

You... you shattered my resistance, yes its true,
you battered my defenses what could I do?
Now I'm running from the heat between me and you.

[chorus]
You hit me with a million volts,
Nail me with a lightning bolt,
Oh, baby, you knock me cold.
Your love have zapped me, right between the eyes.

Now nothing's gonna cool down my desire,
Cause I'm jumpin' from the fat into the fire,
Love bug has bitten me,
And you're hitting me,
Right between the eyes

And now... each time I think about you I don't know how,
I ever did without you, spin me 'round,
And I'll never get my feet back on the ground.

[chorus]
You hit me with a million volts,
Nail me with a lightning bolt,
Oh, baby, you knock me cold.
Your love have zapped me, right between the eyes.

Oh... the power of your love is much too strong,
You turn me on

[chorus]
You hit me with a million volts,
Nail me with a lightning bolt,
Oh, baby, you knock me cold.
Your love have zapped me, right between the eyes.

You hit me with a million volts,
Nail me with a lightning bolt,
Oh, baby, you knock me cold.
Your love have zapped me, right between the eyes.

Virada...

Num mar de sorrisos
Lindos
O seu não sai de mim.
Se sobressai

Divirjo
Disfarço
Distancio...


E ele me vem
Tão certo
Qto um pombo sem asa.

Right Between the eyes...

Determinação
perde pro sonho
Sempre!

E passa os dias...
E cada vez mais forte.
Mais insano e louco.

E lindo.

Resignada, espero.
Sonho
Projeto...
Anseio

Ver seu sorriso novamente.

Música de Hoje: All For a Reason

Ah... o que não se faz na calada da noite.
Qdo o álcool sobe.
e lava todas as suas determinações...

Todas!

Quando aquela sua parte,
Importante e sem noção,
Começa a mandar...

ai vem a bagunça
vc fala demais coração!

Da pra parar de ferrar tudo e aceitar??
Ja conversamos sobre isso.

Não é Não...
(E o coração não escuta!)



All For a Reason
Alessi

I know it's late and I'm a little drunk
But I wanted to call just to hear your voice
It was the two of us such a long time ago
So many times I regret that choice
Oh Ann, it's all for a reason
And whatever reason we had to go on,
I just want you to know
I think you're beautiful

I read some letters you used to write
I could't help but be taken
I could't sleep at all that night
Too bad love was forsaken
Oh Ann, it's all for a reason
And whatever reason we had to go on,
I just want you to know
I think you're beautiful

So tell me what you know, let your feelins go
Oh I won't make a scene, I won't carry on
Can't you see I'm just a man in love and it's driving me insane

Oh no hello, hello, hello...all for a reason and whatever reason
We're here for a reason and whatever reason
Oh Ann, it's all for a reason and whatever reason you had to go on